Tuesday, 18 December 2007

Its simple, get that wire and put it there and then KABOOM...we blast off, nice isn't it?

Only one thing unites your world with mine, war
For you it may be a thousand miles away
For me it’s just a few meters way
You awake to the sounds of birds
I awake to sounds of bullets and artillery

You can walk your streets and easily get food
My deadly walk for food maybe be my last
As your country enjoys a relative peace
My country fights for land, religion and food
I live in a place you could never survive

Your world is called the first, mine is labelled the third
You lifestyle bears a cost on my world, resources.
Your world allows you to become richer and enjoy peace
My world is war torn, ravaged with famines and bloodshed
You use my world to advance your own and grow richer

My world is littered with yours bombs of peace
My people fight in wars you have caused for your security
My people die from famines caused by your industries
My people problems will grow as your greed for money grows
This is Afrika the world you used and destroyed to build yours.

Tuesday, 11 December 2007

i can't explain anything to you...i just need to die for you to understand

I shudder and I cry
But why do my tears fall?
I’ve lost something and I feel it
It haunts me
Its leaves me feeling incomplete

Why do I always feel like this?
Why do I feel as if I lost a loved one?
Why does it feel as I have lost her?
Who is she and why do I miss her?
An answer that can never be found

A year or century may pass
But this feeling will always remain
Until I understand my heart my mind
I will never know what I have truly lost
And forever I will search for the answer

Sunday, 21 October 2007

there sad faces tell a tale that words could never bring to life...let them through

Sometimes in between my dreams I think of you
Everything about you reminds me of better days
Never has my mind been so happy, to be free from depression
The sunshine state was in my grasp
But it disappeared from my hands to nothing

I ponder what I should do in my life
This daily grind of nothingness has broken my spirit
I wonder what more I could do to improve this state of mind
Answer comes to nothing, my mind draws a blank
My body shudders to the thought of waking to another gray day

My faith will always be there and i will never to quit only fight on
But I feel the weakness grow, the curse of being alone takes over
My body dances to the tune of this world but what for?
Never to know, always to wonder is just to be lost
Incoherent words take over clear thinking

To just sit on a beach on a beautiful day with gray skies
To just admire the sea, to feel nature at ease
To just take in my surroundings and not care
What I want I will one day get but until then I will do one thing
I will strive for it and make each passing day one step closer to it

Thursday, 18 October 2007

United States Army: Kicking International Ass Since 1914

Like one part of beautiful wave
Like a glimpse of a painting
Like a tone from a symphony
I want to know you more

I want to gaze in to your eyes
To see what you aspire
To help you reach those dreams
To walk each step with you

I don't want to invade you
I just want to be with you
For you to be with me
But for you to never be alone

I want to walk with you in the rain
To sit on sunny day in meadow
To hold your hand on a winter's day
Just to be forever yours.

wait why are you telling me this after its occured?

On this night I will speak the truth
When the stars begin to shine I will start
Until the rise of dawn I will not stop
On this night my emotions will be released
For my dear I love you

As a shooting star leaves is cosmic trail
I will forever speak loving words
As a star shines for a eternity
So shall my love for you will never die
I will never leave

As a full moon graces us with its beauty
I will always be trapped by yours
As the clouds gracefully past the moon
My eyes will always try to catch your smile
Never leave me

As the Sunlight appears so does a new dawn
My heart will be yours as yours is mine
Forever will I be there for you
Never to leave like flying past comets
But to be always you’re sun

so let me get this straight...we shot the mark and now are in enemy land?

I awaken with a heavy head full of thoughts
But today is different I feel a old presence return
As an old friend reappears my hope has returned
My faith in my life has began to stretch out
I begin to move forth to seek the bitterness

I will succeed and I will destroy it
Keep faith in Hope and have the strength
My emotions flow and my body move’s
My mind is aligned with me, it finally sense change
Let us work as one and begin to find our self

Selfishness, loneliness and apathy are all but too nice
The knowledge of being an emotionless uncaring robot
But to feel alive, to be as you want to be forever
To find a place in a land far away and to be one with it
Peace, Hope, Love and Strength is my resolve.

Sunday, 16 September 2007

Okay people where gonna leave this shit hole for a even bigger shit hole.....Nice

To for ever sit an never move
Is this the grand plan of life?
Or is there a solution
Will it appear in front of me
Or must i move and find it?

In the dull monotone of society
We accept our fate and never question it
We keep at the daily grind in hope
But how can hope survive?
It cannot in a pool of rotting ambitions

To sit and never move is to accept there fate
To move and dream is to finally be free
Liberation, movementation and optimism
To be free and to fight is to find the solution
To never give and to continue is to find strength

Friday, 14 September 2007

a body geared towards sleep but not towards life....great

As I begin to sleep the nightly dance begins
My mind begin the fruitless task of fragmenting my thoughts
As I enter the darkness forgotten memories appear
The beat of travelling blood reveals a battered body
As I slip into my dreams my mind collides with it

Some part of me likes this
To dream is to forever fly and feel true love
To live is feel the pain of the everyday grind
To walk among the sullen emotions of grey minds
To never feel the true liberation that appears to us

My mind reminds me as a dream of things that could be
My inner being yearns to want to be free
But the prison is too tight and my mind is too strong
The bleak thoughts of life infest it and the decay sets in
To walk is but to die to dream is to regain the strength

I sleep in peace
I sleep in happiness
I dream of emotions
I dream of wonderful life
I live in a nightmare of mixed emotions and a cruel world.