Yes we did send the forms off, no we are not lying. So do we or do not get the planet?

This is who i am and i can’t change my way
No, not until i destroy the boundaries that hold me
They have to be broken for me to understand
For my eyes to see my future destroyed
Until that point, my war on myself will continue

I have searched for happiness and found pain
Such pain that it hurts, lying alone in my bed
Depressed at the sad state of my life, its what i done
I got words till the end of this world, fuck this merde
My poetry is from the heart, not from my mind

I don’t know what i want anymore
There isn’t one thing that stands above the rest
Nothing i do seems to matter in this world
If i show kindness it is deemed wrong
So what should i do?

Give up and die knowing i didn’t do anything?
No, No that's not what i am going to do
I am going to destroy everything in a good way
Going to break the fucking system that has held me
I am going to war against my culture, against me

Its time to begin a new revolution, words and music
Time to build something stronger, something i can control
A system that will have no walls, no boundaries
Something i know i can work towards and achieve
Its time to become what i should have ages ago

feel the beat, feel its sad tones, feel its love being rejected

My emotions are exploding and this is what I feel
My mind has gone overboard, lost all sense of direction
I am breaking my body with alcohol, trying to find something
Destroying myself into pieces to understand me
But all I can find is everlasting pain

My days are filled with thoughts from beginning to end
If peace occurs its not long enough, just a tiny glimmer
Death keeps me moving in this life, its the only certain thing
Knowing one day this pain that is life will end is my joy
To let my soul sore in heavens is pure ecstasy

Until that moment though I must make a decision
To work selflessly for this world or to rot away
Walk this earth to help others who are in need
To not stop until my body breaks, until my soul shatters
Until the day I die, I won't stop being me