Sometimes in between my dreams I think of you
Everything about you reminds me of better days
Never has my mind been so happy, to be free from depression
The sunshine state was in my grasp
But it disappeared from my hands to nothing
I ponder what I should do in my life
This daily grind of nothingness has broken my spirit
I wonder what more I could do to improve this state of mind
Answer comes to nothing, my mind draws a blank
My body shudders to the thought of waking to another gray day
My faith will always be there and i will never to quit only fight on
But I feel the weakness grow, the curse of being alone takes over
My body dances to the tune of this world but what for?
Never to know, always to wonder is just to be lost
Incoherent words take over clear thinking
To just sit on a beach on a beautiful day with gray skies
To just admire the sea, to feel nature at ease
To just take in my surroundings and not care
What I want I will one day get but until then I will do one thing
I will strive for it and make each passing day one step closer to it
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