Wednesday, 15 April 2009

feel the beat, feel its sad tones, feel its love being rejected

My emotions are exploding and this is what I feel
My mind has gone overboard, lost all sense of direction
I am breaking my body with alcohol, trying to find something
Destroying myself into pieces to understand me
But all I can find is everlasting pain

My days are filled with thoughts from beginning to end
If peace occurs its not long enough, just a tiny glimmer
Death keeps me moving in this life, its the only certain thing
Knowing one day this pain that is life will end is my joy
To let my soul sore in heavens is pure ecstasy

Until that moment though I must make a decision
To work selflessly for this world or to rot away
Walk this earth to help others who are in need
To not stop until my body breaks, until my soul shatters
Until the day I die, I won't stop being me

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